I just have to admit I'm scared. I'm scared that any time, I might slip or do or say some thing that might cause me to lose things/persons I hold dear. And that's the reason for my tears. I've been crying non stop and it's not the hormones. And clearly I'm creating unnecessary feelings and problems. And I just cry.
These are the times I don't want to feel alone. I am an introvert (according to my classmate). I don't have to argue with that (basing on Johari's Window blah blah). But for these past few days I can't enjoy my own company anymore. I feel alone. I'm used to being alone but not FEELING alone. I despise this.
I have tons of pages waiting for me. And here I am, crying. GREAT!
Unmotivated.
Confused.
Useless.
ALONE. Alone with my unempathic friends Harrison's, Robbins, Jawetz...
and SCARED.
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